What a fuck up life. Hate it. Don't ask me but its jut so annoyingly terribly wrong. I'm so fucked up. I hope this coming Ramadhan will bring me peace and quiet and hope. I feel that everyone surrounding me expects something from me. Please I'm a fucking human for goodness sake, treat me with respect. You want something that I can't give yet. God oh God please hear me, please help me, give me peace..and tranquility. Take away all these nonsense and hardship and forgive me for my past sins. I need you, I need your love and protection.