Disini kau dan aku terbiasa bersama menjalani kasih sayang bahagia kudenganmu
pernahkah kau menguntai hari paling indah ku ukir nama kita berdua disini surga kita
bila kita mencintai yg lain mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah sayang ku akan hilang
if u love somebody could we be this strong i will fight to win our love will conquer all wouldn’t risk my love even just one night our love will stay in my heart my heart
pernahkah kau menguntai hari paling indah ku ukir nama kita berdua disini surga kita
bila kita mencintai yg lain mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah sayang ku akan hilang
bila kita mencintai yg lain mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah sayang ku akan hilang
if u love somebody could we be this strong i will fight to win our love will conquer all wouldn’t risk my love even just one night our love will stay in my heart my heart
posted by your fashion icon ; at 10:56 PM
Today, we had a wonderful day, becos, we covered 4 out of 5 houses..considered good enuf right..We supposed to go to my cousin's who lives in Pasir Ris, but she was not home, its good too that shes not home, cos we ran out of time. Our watch showed 7.30 already, and we all feeling very sleepy, me having slight headache actually. After this, am going to take a panadol and then sleep the night thru.. oh $%# I have to work tomorrow.. Am going to NUS for TG signing..AGAIN!!I dont have much to t alk about tonight, just that we all feeling very tired after the whole "fieldtrip". My nephew suggested that we all head to my place to chill.. I think there must be something about my place that makes ppl love to chill and laze around..hmm..maybe we are the coolest ppl to be with..hahaha.Ok guys..catch you later..now i wanna have a cuppa...see you soon..
posted by your fashion icon ; at 9:57 PM
At my aunt's with cousins..and mom, and shilka and my bro
Mom, Fibi, Mom in law and Yana
My kids with their cousins..(my ex's side)
Me and Yana
Again, me and my relatives from my dad's side
my anak sedara
Ah ..Moi Sherrie
Me and my anak sedara..
Ma Cousin and Me
Ibu tercinta..
Gals with their grannies
Shilka and me
Bhitha and me (sama tak muka?? identical twins kan.)
Shilka..so sweet looking..
Hari dah larut malam, dan aku masih lagi blom tido, ni lah tunggu si Bahiya, kata nak datang tapi tak muncul muncul. Jangan lah gini babe, kasi aku stress pulak..nanti aku tido kau ketok pintu, kalau aku tak tido, tunggu kau, kau tak muncul..besok aku jadi zombie pulak..mata mcm panda, mana bole..tak per, aku kasi kau lagi 30 min, pas tu aku masok dock. ok
Penat sungguh aku hari ni, mana pagi kene masak nasi, kemas sikit sikit lagi.(yelah touch up touch up kan) susun kueh raya, potong ketupat, buat air, bukan nye ada org dtg, saje aje buat, so me and my kids bole lah mkn..breakfast..kan..
Macam dah lama tak minum kopi gitu, so buat lah satu teko, aku yg minum paling banyak..kopi O Kao Kao lah..pekat babe..my feveret.. makan tak sangat, maybe dah penat masak..so mood makan tak de..hari pun kurang baik, walaupun jerebu dah berkurangan, PSI 41 hari ni..kira orait lah kan but hujan lak..so at last kita kluar tengahari gi Yishun, duduk lama jugak..umah bekas mak mertua, walaupun dah bekas, tapi pertalian kita masih erat, dia masih anggap me as her daughter, kita bermaafan, dan sebagainye..aku tak janggal kat sana..dah mcm umah sendiri..kakak ipar dan adik ipar pun ok dgn aku..baik baik dah mcm keluarga.. Mesti korang bingung dgn my relationship kan..but thats me, i tak suka ada bad blood, kalau tak de jodoh tak per, tapi silaturahim tu harus di jaga..baru dtg kasih sayang ..kan kan kan..
Pas tu gi umah my Pak mertua (they divorced lah) kesian orang tua tu..dok sorang sorang..hehe..but nampak sehat..alhamdulillah lah Pak..(Ain doa satu hari terbuka lah hati Mak balik semula dng Bapak ye...Amin)
Baru gi umah my Makcik, I panggil dia Mak Geylang, pasal dia dulu tinggal Geylang, and she is my dad's eldest sister. Dah frail but still ok lah..in her 70s i think..but masih waras.. Alhamdullilah.. Semua ada di sana..my feveret house yearly..where i can meet all my cousins and sanak saudara.. kita bergurau, ambil gambar..memang me rapat dgn dorang ni..dari kecil lagi..tiap cuti sekolah mesti tido sana ..then bila dah anak dara dah kurang lah..bila dah kawin lagi kurang..so now bila dah ada anak..kita cuma visit setahun sekali..semua dah beranak penak..dah meningkat umur..so bila kita berkumpul tengok anak masing masing..dng gelagat mereka..buat kita terkenang masa lampau..masa kita dulu kecik kecik kan.. dorang cakap anak i yg no. 2 tu abis ikut i, muka dan perangai..hmm..muka tu ye lah..but dia tu becok..tersangat becok..i ibu dia pun kekadang tak leh tahan...asik berceloteh aje..
Ah bila dah bis lepas rindu kat sana..bermaafan disana..i panggil dorang datang umah pulak..pasal i dah masak..then kalau dorang tak dtg, nanti sape yg abis kan my masakan..so they pun dtg lah..happy i.. so this the first time they jejak umah baru i..and they loved it..they told me so..the atmosphere and surroundings.. I pun ape lagi mcm promoter lah, promote my place..Woodlands St 83, mmg the best area to live in...cantek, bersih, sunyi and class..hehe betol tak?? betolllllllllllllll
At last semua hadirin dah pun pulang, tinggal lah me and my family, kemas kemas kemas..tak kemas nanti esok dtg pulak si semut semut yg tak di undang kan...so mesti kemas...anak anak besok skolah.kesian pulak..me hmmm..i tak work lah.lagi lagi adik i call dari malaysia, the on the way balik sini with is family..sampai maybe lambat pasal jam kat KL , masa call tu dia ada kat Melaka, hopefully sampai lah dengan selamat adik ku...
Nak tunggu mereka,mata mcm tak mengizin kan..dah kelat ni..but kelat kelat pun sempat i blog, just to pen down my day event..so hopefully you all yg baca pun had a wonderful day..dng ur family and friends..
PS: esok pun I nak beraya lagi..dah promise Shilka, nak gi umah my cousin kat Pasir Ris, hmm I jarang gi sana tau..pasal jauh..so only once a year aje i gi sana..So orang East, Selamat Hari Raya..
Its 30 min past midnight, its the morn of Raya, yay...cant wait to wear my kebaya..and jalan jalan.Let me see, first Im going to my aunt's place in Yishun, then straight to my in law's also in Yishun. Usually on the first day, I dont hv many houses to visit, Im not that keen on visitations..so I usually wait for visitors to come over instead. The same ppl whom i visited in the morning will eventually arrived at my doorstep in the evening the same day. They are my cousins (my dad's side)
I love Raya, i love everyting abt raya, from the food, the colourful baju, curtains..(ppl tends to change curtains yearly) the cookies, however i found out that lesser ppl are baking their own cookies nowadays, due to their busy schedule, they prefer to buy rather than making the cookies themselves..same goes to me hehe. I bought my cookies at JB.
Tonight, my heart is troubled, aching, with somekind of guilt and shame. To err is human, and we cannot run away from making mistakes. Untuk memohon kemaafan..memang susah dan janggal..so setahun sekali sahaja bila menjelang hari raya, baru lah kita berpusu pusu meminta maaf..dari emak, bapak kakak abang dan yg sewaktu dgan nye. Then malu dengan diri sendiri, pasal kita tau kesalahan kita, masa ni lah kalau bole kita tak nak org nampak kita bermaafan..seperti me, setiap pagi raya, rasa mcm nak hilang aje..dissappear in thin air..kalau bole lah..
So esok pagi, seperti tahun tahun yg lalu tak bole lari dari maaf bermaafan..sob sob..ibu, Ain banyak buat dosa, maafkan lah Ain bu...Ibu saje lah tempat Ain bergantung,,..Ain minta ampun dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki..sekiranye selama ini Ain ada terkasar bahasa, meninggi kan suara, atau memasam muka hingga ibu rasa tersinggung..Ain minta maaf..banyak banyak..bu..Ain Sayang ibu..
Dengan ini juga, khas for all my friends yg i kenal selama ini, Ain menyusun sepuluh jari, memohon ampun dan maaf sekiranye ada terkasar bahasa, dengan sengaja atau pun tidak, termakan terminum ke, harap halalkan lah ..
Khas buat Rudy, Nazrie, Zim, Zack, Elfie Maaf Zahir batin, semoga tali persahabatan kita akan berkekalan.. Zim i hope you dpt balik wallet you yang hilang tu..and thanks for everything k.. Rudy, you know, i will always be here when you need me..you can count on me Naz, hope to see you soon... Zack, Forever friends ok...nice knowing you.. Elfie, thanks for being my friend..and love that song.. dan yang lain lain tu..my kakis, Merry, Jelly, Freda, Zana, Zah, Nolin, Bai, Roy, Sal ..Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin, jemput lah ke rumah..alamat I dah sms kan..so see you all soon ok.
Haiz..hari pun dah larut, besok pagi pagi sudah nak buat tugasan lain..(nak kene masak nasi ) so i better log out now..
Today afternoon, we went out to Ikea, wow..its packed with ppl, even the Indians were there, dorang ni tak sambut Deepavali ke?
When it came to payment, OMG, the queue was soooo long, but all in all, it was not tiring, it was fun ..shopping always fun till its time to pay.. sob sob..im $300 poorer. :( well once a year..furthermore, its my new home so I want to see the beauty of living in here..I love the atmosphere, its quiet and peaceful.
So ..im actually satisfied the house is looking very cosy now..with soft lightings and furnishings..*sigh..* :)(i managed to get my dream lamp!!)
lalalalalala
welldone!!..i hv to give myself a pat on my back..for my hardwork, not forgetting with help from my family too, thank you guys..love you all so much..muacksssssssss
posted by your fashion icon ; at 8:47 PM
yo yo..Raya is coming to town...hehe..now im feeling rather elated, happy and excited. My youngest brother is here to celebrate with us.. but hes not feeling good, sleeping all day. I hope hes getting better cos, we actually planning to buy some softdrinks, at Shop N Save, only a few minutes walk.
The radio is blasting with the Raya songs..the rest of the family is busy cleaning the house, changing carpets, putting up curtains, mopping, vacuuming the floor, me..hehe..im blogging..ohhh sorry guys..gimme a few minutes ok while head is running with so much ideas... I hv managed downloading my.space playlist..and now am listening to the songs from one of myspace friends..i ripped from his playlist. Thanks Sun!! Cool songs you got there, all my kind of songs, Kid Rock, Gun and Roses, Creed, etc.. This afternoon, the family went to Sembawang Shopping center to get some stuff, we actually went there last night, bought flowers, drinking glasses (cos i hv the feeling that its gonna big this year so need more glasses..) and more bed spread and pillow cases. When we reached there, it was almost 9.30pm and most shops already closed. So this morning, we went there again, we managed to get most of the things that we could not get last night..Im sooooo happy, we gonna hv a new curtain, its nice maroon coloured day/night curtain..some small throw pillows and 2 big ones. Our family love pillows..we live with pillows, we cannot live without pillows..haha.. the life span of the throw pillows usually last about a few months before they go flat and out-of-shape. I need to help my mom in the kitchen, this morning i was so surprised to find that all my cookies were gone!! I asked her where were the cookies i remembered i arranged them nicely near the kitchen window, now they were gone. She showed me the cookies' new place ..she kept them in the cabinet..hmm..shes so wonderful..she knows everything, she just didnt want to mess up the kitchen with those boxes and bottles of cookies and chips. We need the cabinet top to do work and not to dump the cookies there..!! :( Sorry mom.. hmm..i think i better help them out ..they need me, they need my creativity..hehe.. so guys i hope all of you having fun right now..cleaning the house together with the your family members..its not that often that we can do such things..so appreciate the moment, it keeps the family together..yeah.. so see you guys later..ciao.. -- sherrieberriehavetogocleanthehouse--
Heres the pic, taken when hes looking at me..slurp..haha
Looking fine..baby..
Listening to Brian McNight always puts me in the romantic mood..hmmm...yeah..very smooth.like silk and satin...and sleek..hes the kind of guy who can makes me forget everything and just focus on him..hahayeah ..me exaggerating..well its true right..just listen to his creamy voice..without mentioning his caramelised robust tight bod..hmm..yummy slurp lol..its hot ;)
Its undeniable...that we should be together...Its unbelievable how I used to say that i'd fall neverThe basis is need to know, if you don't know just how I feel,Then let me show you now that I'm for real...If all things in time, time will reveal...Yeah...
One...your like a dream come true... Two... jus wanna be with you... Three... girl its plain to see...that your the only one for me... Four...repeat steps one through three... Five... make you fall in love with me... If ever I believe my work is done....then I start Back at One. So Incrediable...the way things work themselves out... And all emotional, once you know that its all about babe... And undesirable...for us to be apart...Never would of made it very far... Cause you know that you got the keys to my heart Cause...oh thinking of this guy will never get my work done.
ok stopppp stoppppp lets write abt my upcoming plan..Yeh Yeh..Hari Raya.. nak tgk lah vcd scenario..yg very comical tu.. tapi nak kene carik duluvcd dia..mana aku tarok eh..hmm..bila tengok baru dtg mood raya..Raya nak dkt, rumah blom lagi sempat kemas..bila ni..besok lusa..alahai..aku dah amik cutihari Friday ni nak gi pasar konon..amik childcare leave..tak nak amik cuti vacation lah..dah tinggal brapa hari jer..sape tau nak pakai kot nanti hujung tahun ni ke kan.Aku tak plan lagi nak masak ape ni raya ni..rendang, leceh lah..nak kene tunggu lama sgt...dah lah aku sorang ni kat umah dgn budak budak..emak blom balik lagi..hai raya kat sana ke org tua nikalau ye pun habaq lah siang siang kat aku..lah masak lah yg senang senang..ingat nak masak Nasi Pilau, mcm tahun tahun lalu..tu jer yg aku tau hehebuat malu jer eh..padan lah aku kene tinggal dgn si mamat tu..:(tapi tak per..org tak complain..kalau complain aku tak kasi mkn..gi lah beli roti prata kat bawah tu ah..yg aku dgr sedap..haha..mmg lah sedap..maklum lah..dah tiap tahun aku masak nasi pilau..ke pilaf ke..so teknik memasak makin meningkat lah kan..lagi dgn dalcha..aduh..enak sekali dong..and ayam masak merah tabur kan kacang peas..kan sodap tu..tadi baru sempat beli cadar..ada lah 4 keping aku beli..kat aussino..cant resist yg colour putih..tapi tau jer lah putih..ni ada sikit susah kan..nanti kanggggggg...ah yg pompan tu tau lah..well atleast dah beli..ada lah 2 for me, buat tukar tukar kan..pikir kan nak kemas bilik this weekend..aduh..macam tak terlarat..seh..tapi tak per ..i rasa ok jugak..since tak bole pose..so tak lah penat sgt kan..dah brapa hari ni i dah buang pose..mcm mana nak bayar ni..i think my cycle ni dah rosak kot..tapi tak per l ah bukan kehendak i kan..bayar tetap bayar.. oh ckp pasal bayar ni..i nak kene bayar zakat fitrah...haiz this will be my first time bayar sendiri..i nak tanya kak merry lah mcm mana nak bayar..melalui SAM?tak ya lah gi masjid kan..?? i dont think so..lampu lat lit blom pasang, langsir blom pasang, tolongggggggg..mana jin aladdin ni..org lain semua dah ok..i jer lah blom..boohooohooo..tapi tak per lah..buat pelan pelan lagi pun i nak cuti kan..this friday..so bole lah buat byk keje on tat daysambil dgr lagu raya..entah lah kali ni macam lain lah..tak de rasa..excitement..tak excitement pun dah ada 3 pasang baju..heheh..ish..nak pikir kan..raya hanya satu hari..butnak buat persiapan mcm nak rak seh..nak itu nak ini..duit raya blomtukar lagi...nak nangis rasanye *tarik nafas..buang nafas.......tarik nafas buang nafas..*ok ok.i rasa insyaallah..bole beres nye..just focus..focus..oh..but kan ada satu hamba Allah ni, baik hati dia sungguh, dia antar i rempeyek ..tak nak amik duit lagi..dia suruh mak dia buat kan I..aduh.terima kasih lah byk byk ..Zim!! mmg sedap..ranggup...and berperisa..sape nak..dia suruh recommend ah mak dia..mmg sedap tak bedek...So pada semua..esp yg kenal i, sila lah dtg umah..ye, pintu sentiasa terbuka..for u all..ok lah..i rasa dah cukup panjang i celoteh ni..kesian ada org tunggu nak baca blog..hahaha..sanggup tak nak tido lagi u know who u are..:)well jumpa lagi esok..lain citer pulak yekkkkkkkkkbyeeeeeeeee-- sherrie--
Still no news from my mom, i guess shes having fun, in KL :( well I'm glad that shes having fun there..maybe shopping perhaps.. my friend, Sharifah Bahiyah came over tonight, shes sleeping over just like old times..
We were buddies since secondary one, Deyi Secondary School year 1981..anybody from Deyi? Shes pure arab, unlike me, i hv 1/3 of arab blood, but full arabic's name.. shes married now with 3 kids, same age as mine..after 26 years of friendship..we still going strong, ofcos theres always ups and downs..but no matter what, we still together..still crazy and childish!! still find one another..for support and consol..now she looks different..hehe..as u can see shes very happy and contented with her life, career and kids...and still sexy eh..walaupun bz !! :) you go gal..
If you can recognise..her pictures always shown in malay newspapers as shes an agent..with Nooris consultant.. So anyone of you interested in buying/selling house..plse let me know..hehe not that I will get commission..no not at all..just helping out here..unless she wants to give lah..;)
shes very concern abt my status now, always trying her luck to get me into somekind of relationships.. either with her agent friends or some clients of hers..haha...i always managed to brush off that intentions.. no good.......no good at all.. we are like sisters already..i know her whole family..and so does she..
Well guys, as you can see..i have indeed attached her pictures in here..so Bahiya, I just want to let you know that no matter how far a distance we will be separated by oceans and mountains..we will always be together.. you are like a sister to me, a sister that I always wanted..a sister that I will never have.. :) So please take good care of yourself and your family ok..especially Shakir, hes like a son to me.
Dear friend, I will always treasure our friendship..its more precious than gold and brighter than diamonds.. you are a true friend..sampai ke akhir hayat..insyaallahhhhhhh
-- Sherrie berrie signing off..--
posted by your fashion icon ; at 12:03 AM
Hi Bloggers and ReaderssssssssssssssssssHow u doin' gals and boys...I wanted to type something but I was too tired to do so last night..so here I am, tonight to show you my new hairstyle. I dont know ..i dont feel like i like it..do you? plse comment!!I think I should cut shorter..dont you think so?Yesterday, when the lady did my hair it was ok..stiff and just nice..i like a little tease at the end of my hair..this morning..i however I felt tat my hair just wont listen to me.. :(Hmm will try again tomorrow..since I already bought the hair wax..and all..really need to look diff lah..ni raya dah nak dkt..ok guys...talk to u all soon ok..
My Trip with the Family, to Johor Bahru / Danga Bay
To all my faithfull readers, My love to you all..Firstly I apologise for not updating my blog of today..however, here I am, wishing yougood morning, its 15th Oct, Sunday morning already..yikes, and this means..tomorrow will be MOnday..I hate Mondaysssssss....Mondays always makes me blue..but hey I wont be in the office tomorrow, thats good, I will be visiting NUS for duty. From morning till 5pm. So anyone who needs to call, plse call my cellphone ok..Today I had a fantastic, superlastic, mombastic day..hehe..went to JB, (those who know my niece perhaps already know about this trip) Me, my gals and niece met our other family members at W'lands bust interchange.And from there we all took a bus to the checkpoint. It was jam packed with cars, it took us more than an hour settle in JB, i mean super late, the malaysian officers really weak ah..(too slow in stamping our passport) not only that, when I asked for white card, he didnt even say no or yes, he just ignored me, I was really pissed offwith his attitude, that I sarcastically said, next time just open your damn mouth to say "NO", so rude of you. Well that wont bring me down, I really had a wonderful time there, went shopping for kueh raya, I was a fool when it comes to kueh raya, temptations too great to resist..especially those colourful and kuehs, and beautifully decorated with peanuts, and sugar/ chocolate rice..yummy, so in the end, I bought 8 types, yeah and some chips..I hv in mind that this year gonna be special, I want to invite my friends, and family to my new home for this 2 in 1 occasion, Idul Fitr and house warming..Im gonna cook this year just like any other Idul Fitr yang dah lepas. Aku jugak yg masak..I bought a kebaya, its maroonish brown, beautiful baby!! at least to me lah..beautiful cos Im the wearer, and duit dah terkopak so kene lah cakap lawa kan. Cukup terletak kat my badan, to tell the truth, its like years that I wore any kebaya, always kurung, but this year, I want some difference..I want to celebrate my freedom and a new me, and a new home.I think after this trip, my spirit is already lifted up a bit and tomorrow I will start listening to the Raya songs, and singalong with my kids, while do some house cleaning..yeah..well at least its a plan..So altogether I have 2 new bajus, one kebaya and the other is some sort of a long dress but its actually a mini kurung modern..In fact, I hv one more which I just took from my tailor in JB, but due to some reason, its a way too big for me so I have to send for alteration :( You know, when we bought the cookies, nvr did cross my mind that no manpower to carry my stuff back to Singapore, hehe Well, the damage has been done, now we had to suffer due to our greediness..carry all the wayyyyy back to Singapore, sampai terbobos itu plastik bag wa ckp sama you all...haiz...luckily, I ada spare plastik bag..then ape lagi, hentak kaki, start jalan..ape ingat ada org nak tolong ke..Tak per ..jalan punya jalan, sampai dah..naik cab, terus pulang ke rumah..simpan itu semua kueh,..then admire lah kueh kueh tu kan colour2 you, suka i tegok..mcm sayang nak bukak..tapi mana bole ..mesti lah bukak kan..so you all jemput lah datang umah ok..bole taste kueh kueh instant I .. ;)Ah teringat pulak lagu tu, si Junainah M.Amin penyanyi lagu tu..without fail radio mesti main kan lagu tu..baru terangkat spirit raya.cam ni lah lagu nye..ok ready?~ bangun lah adik ku, na na nah na na na nahhhhhhh...something something jangan rebut rebut, makan lah dgn tertib,, ingat pesan ibu ..~~~hehe..tahun demi tahun..lagu ni mesti di main kan di radio..tapi tahun demi tahun jugak, i tetap tak hafal lagu ni sampai abis..hehe Ok lah..stop my silliness..hmm..here are some pics for you to share my JB trip ok..so enjoy...and be nice to each other.. love from me, Sherriefeelingmerry..
~~ saving forever for you huuu huu.. baby You are the only one I will ever give forever to Love for a lifetime won’t do, baby Wanna to always stay together So I am saving forever for you~~~
Outside Fig and Olive Restaurant in Bencoolen Street Its past 1am, and am still not tired, well not exactly not tired, i sletp for about an hour around 10pm. I reminded myself to wake up so that I could blog tonight..when the entire household is sleeping. Got a call from my sis in law, she has asked me to join her to JB, for this Raya shopping. Yup I dont know why but I still dont have that excitement yet for Raya, maybe as time goes by, and we getting older, the excitement just died. Nevertheless, no matter how unexcited I am, I already prepared myself a few Raya dresses hehe. And tomorrow am going to collect one more baju at the tailor in JB. I guess tomorrow everyone has their own agenda. I will be going with my ex's sister and her family. While my kids will be meeting my ex for their weekly visitation. So meaning I will be having my own time, hmm..what shall I do.. Im thinking of leaving my place in the morning, so it will not be too crowded with ppl who going there for the same purpose as us (to buy ready made cookies and cakes for Raya). But my ex's dad cant make it, he has to go to the bank in the morning. Oh well, so we set a the time abt 11am to meet up at Woodlands MRT station. We all going there by bus.. My kids going to JB too with their dad, since he has a car, then travelling with children is not a problem..Thanks S, for giving me some space of my own..phewww..(Wonder how your wife is getting on yeah..) This house seems a bit empty without the sound of my sons..their tiffs and laughters..ibu hope you all be good at Pak Ngah's house ok dont make a mess there..Ibu will always love you boys.. Should I make one type of cookie for this Raya? My heart is telling me yes, do it..since Fahshan loves my M&M Chocolate cookies which I made yearly for Raya..but this year abit slacking lah...I dont know why..plse lift up my spirit God..Its a bit down..lately..dont know why :( We have not done any cleaning yet, we have more pictures frames to be hung on the wall than the Singapore Museum..but only we dont have a man who strong enought to drill my wall and help us with the decorations. So all the frames and beautiful pictures still wrapped in newspapers and leaning against the wall in my store room. The wall looks so bare, maybe I shuld hire-a-husband!! So he could do some things around my house, even the light in my washroom already blown out. Need to replace but I dont know how to do it, so my mom has been placing candles in there.. so the kids will not feel scared when they have to do their business in there.. I gues being a single parent, I have to start doing this handy jobs..learn Sherrie! start learning now.. Just thinking of that already made me depress... Oh...my throat is itchi, I think Im having cough..dry cough..luckily my bitha still keeps her cough drop given by the doc, so I took some. Hopefully tomorrow I will be ok..this medicine should make me sleepy in no time..I hope so..I need to sleep yikeeeeeeeesssss
~~ saving forever for you huuu huu.. baby You are the only one I will ever give forever to Love for a lifetime won’t do, baby Wanna to always stay together So I am saving forever for you~~~
nice song yeah.im listening to this song while blogging. I heard this from the radio and that triggered me to download the song to my profile..happy listening folks..
I better catch some sleep, cos tomorrow will be a tiring day..yeah yeah.. -- Sherrie"shanice"berrieneedsleep--
posted by your fashion icon ; at 1:58 AM
Hey hey hey, here are some pics of my family members..
My beloved brother, Shahrul aka Shah Bromo, and his wife, Ary Malik, her sister, Min Malik and my cutie niece, lil Ratu Chinta Mecca...(Unique right?) , another daughter, the mischievious one is Pelangi or Rainbow and ofcos, my other niece, Princess.. They came to visit at the same time, Shah had a meeting with some clients here. I think hes getting bigger and rounder, but his wife getting slimmer and slimmer...but still maintain her looks. As usual whenever they come visit, our normal quiet live will turn into loud, crazy noise. Hes funny and I love him..hey I hv another brother too..Shahril aka Yane. He is a cool dude..unlike Shahrul. Shahril abit manja..like a cat, always using his high pitch voice whenever he needs something from me... both of them are stationed in Malaysia, and they are rarely in Singapore.
posted by your fashion icon ; at 8:26 PM
Nolin, shes the one responsible in putting up my picture together with the celebrities. You go gal!!
Its 5.07pm, waiting and counting the time down..yawn , eyes blurry and body aching, am I catching cold? Oh yes yes..another MC, help!! I have turned into an MC queen. Well don’t blame me, its too hectic working in my dept. One after another left their positions here due to incompetence or some other reasons. The actual fact is my dept consists of 3 sections, which monopolised mostly by woman. Only about 1 or 2 months ago a guy who just joined our dept left, after working here for about 2 weeks or so. But he had a reason; he injured his back due to tennis, poor thing. Anyways, we have 2 new staff that just joined us, a friendly Chinese lady and an aloof Indian lady who never smiles.
I’m here not to talk about them, just thinking about how jinx my dept is, the finance side that is. I think I know why, they are not so friendly bunch of people never welcome newcomers. But we talk them and me, only, if they need something from me or vice versa. This is because I’ve been with this dept for the past 8 years. Oh well, we expect this kind of thing to happen everywhere. And poor new comers always the target. Feeling uneasy and being left out in any office activities can drain them emotionally.
Ok enough of that, got an email from my colleague, she sent me a picture of several celebrities with certain percentage of my looks..(me as celebrities look alike) hehe. This is really cute. I didn’t know that we could do this kind of thing. This afternoon, while I was checking out myspace.com and updating my profile, I managed to download a song, which I never heard before, the song sang by the Brazilian Girls..quite catchy..its nice but what the hell shes singing, plse don’t ask me..To download the song into my profile took 30 mins to learn how to do it correctly. And I had to redo the whole profile again as it disappeared suddenly from my view..how frustating. I wanted to scream, just imagine I have to think what to write about myself..how am I suppose to praise my self..im not that kind of person, so I asked a friend from msn to give me idea and tell me what kind of person am I...he was sweet to tell me all those positive words…Thank you Iwan..J
Haiz..my mom going to KL this evening ,that’s what I heard, so I guess its good too that she change wind, you know what I mean, so she could relax a bit to have her own time..and spend time with her grandchildren in KL. Boohoohoooo I have to take charge of the house!! Guess I have to do the housework, L clean, cook and wash..just like a housewife. .Mommyyyyyyyyyyy !!! I promise not to be naughty, please don’t go mommyyyyyyyyyy….ahem ahem that’s all an act, seriously, I want her to have good time in KL. They will all come back eventually into my arms..hehe
Ok.. I wonder how come all my blog always turn out to be this super long..?? Nevermind, I still have some more things to talk abt..but in another blog..so see u later…
This is my second posting, I hope it will go thru without any hassle.
This morning, I was busy at work, as usual tons of unfinished paperworks. But who cares, we only human, need a break at one point of time. Take a breather and start slaving again..its hard to earn money yeah. At least I had something to look forward to, my colleague, shes used to work in our dept, but already transferred to a Customer Service Center cause, according to her she loves talking to ppl shes the people person. Although we work under the same roof, but we seldom see each other, we keep in touch by sms'ing, and emailing to each other. Heard she has a boy friend and she thinks that hes the ONE for her. Well I hope so Zah, the last ones you told me the same, but it turned out to be only the flavour of the month...hehe..Seriously I could shee shes changing, from wild to mild..even her sense of dressing and her way of talking..hmm..does it have anything to do with him? maybe, I just pray that shes happy and content with her relationship. Never saw the guy before though.."Zah when can I meet him????????? "
Oh we met straight after office hour abt 5.30pm and took train to go to this restaurant, Fig n Olive, a beautiful place with beautiful scenery and lay outs. We kindof reached there early,, too early to sit a the table so, we took the opportunity to snap some pics. We had soooo much fun..it about time for me to have fun too..right Zah?
There was this garden, with fountains with beautiful decorative ceremics.. with garden lights. The garden is surrounded by plush greeneries. I was hoping to upload our pics in here..but my niece did not bring home the camera's USB cable..so I hope to do it tomorrow night then. just check this space ok..meanwhile I will just upload other photos for your viewing.
We really had a long talk over food, the food, was sandwiches and a plate of Chicken Cabonara? well i think it almost sound like that..will check again with Zaharah maybe she can still remember the name. we were the last to walk out from the restaurant, not many people during this period. The waiter would like to know if we would be interested in coffe and cakes ..after our meal, but we were already thinking of having coffee at the Secret Recipe, They have the nicest cakes, and pastries over there. People, you should try ok.
hmm do you know that I have 2 blogs in here, one is myspace and the other is blogspot..so whenever I update one, I have to update the other..its really troublesome but I have to admit, that it fun to blog.. Yikes..look at my eyes.. I deprived of sleep.. but its my way to excpress my feelings..You go blog..hehe
Well I guess this is too bloody long, so guys please dont get bored ok..just read and comment..if you have any if not..then just relax at the corner..ciao baby!!
posted by your fashion icon ; at 1:56 AM
11.30 went down to withdraw some cash, hmm..too little too fast when it comes to money. Anyway its not abt that, need to pay for Bitha's exam papers which she bugged me this morning, unformately I had ran out of cash..sorry darling, this evening ok, I promise. 5.30 this afternoon, will meet up my colleague, who used to work in my dept, but now shes transfered to CSC. We have lots to catch up, so made a date to meet up this evening for Iftar. Saw her at MERC club, she bought some chips. Talked a little and confirmed our time again. She looks like shes losing weight..very nice, very chic. Betol tak Zah?? Btw, all my sistaz here are looking incredibly stunning..even in their 30's and 40's. So we going to Fig N Olive, where? I hv no idea..so I leave that part to Zah... Shes the man!! hehe I was surprised that she drove her bro and sis in law around ..jalan jalan lah..by borrowing her bf's car..I teased here..aik sampai ke kaki hehee..Orang dah pro kan..so bila nak beli your own car Zah? Bole gi JB!! Oh did I mention that I ve changed the cover of my cellphone? From striking Orange to Solemn Black..quite nice actually, looks new too. Boss asked me when can I submit my statistic for Sept, I just looked at her and showed her my messy table, meaning too many things need my attention, so that have to wait..we set the date for the submission and that will be next week Thursday..phewww No call yet..from that person, Im restless..I hv to find something to do..before I go insane..oh God!! Well yeah I know I will join my friends and nap for a while.. so later , will update again.. - Sherriefeelingblue--
Its 225pm, lunch break just over, back to work, I feel that the time is crawlingggg very slowly..yawn yawn..why did I go to work today, I should stay home with my kids, Ithink at least Shilka is home. Shes gonna hv her next Arts exam this Thursday, already asked me for $20 last night to buy her a box of pencil colour Faber Castle's. Why does this brand cost so much? Why cant she use that normal pencil colour? with that picture of a swan instead..hehe..I used that during my time ;) alah sayang...jangan marah sayang.. ibu main main aje ok darling..just study hard ok.
During lunch break, we all had our nap, we as in my kakis, Jelly and Merry. We used to have more kakis, but I think they prefer to stay in their office and offset their lunch break to knock off 30 mins earlier. I took a nap for a few minutes, when i woke up, oh dearrrr..my neck..was in pain. At first I was wondering if I could sleep by lying down on the meeting table hehe..for more comfort. Which of cause I did not dah terbiat?? Came out from the room, boss not there, yippee, so let see ..pen my blog..while I still hv some things to say.. I keep on listening to the same song, by this chap, Howie Day, Collide, which is quite meaningful, and easy to follow. I think its time to change, I want to have a diff mood now..no more sad sad lah..
2.35pm received call, my niece aka PAY said wanna go out watch movie at Sun Plaza, shes on urgent leave and this is how she spend her leave..tsk tsk..noti eh. gi dgn sape tu? Haikal ke? So Aunty Ain act as aunty lah..advise her to come back for breakfast nanti. According to her Shilka is out at the library, studying for her final exams. Good gal!! Im proud of ya.
Boss told me he managed to sign one box of TG agreeement, now left 2 more boxes. He was so happy that he already accomplished the signing of the agreement until I dropped the bomb hehe.. I told him that was only NTU, I will be handing in to him 3 more boxes of TG agreement for him to sign phewwwww....
The truth, this morning I was a bit down, and weary, but now my mood is picking up..yippeee ..staying sad all the time is super suck...I better listen to something catchy and upbeat..like Daddy Yankee perhaps..
Oh one more thing, my ex colleague well not exactly ex, shes still working here except shes in Customer Service Center now. She called me and suggested for berbuka bersama2..long time no hear..lots to catch up man, hmm..what to wear..what to wear..and where to eat where to eat..any suggestions? Im thinking of Plaza Singapura, the Secret Recipe... already sent her an email abt the place and time to meet up. Oh Im so exited...
Alright, will write again tonight.. done for now
- Sherriefeelingmerry-- mmuackkkssssssss
posted by your fashion icon ; at 2:21 PM
Niece slept over yesterday and heard shes coming again tonight..I think shes hooked up on me..maybe she realised that Im her best aunt..right Princess ?? (Now both aunts, Georgeous Aunt and Me call her, Princess Armadela of Yishun, short for PAY) Oh where is she..its like 10.30pm already and no shadow of her..(yelah tak de bayang)??Shes like my own daughter..I love her shes cute and mischievious..Only last night she asked me if she and her bf look compatible..hmm..as an aunt I have to tell her the truth right..so I told her she looks older than her companion, her bf looks younger than her..and now she doesnt want to be seen with him..hmm..thats bad Princess, age and looks dont matter anymore in this society. LOVE captures everything, follow your heart dear, end of the day its you who need to be happy. So if he loves you, then any other reasons is not an obstacle.. I ll give my blessing. As long as you know you limitation ahhhhhh ;)
Will there be a problem if a woman who is older hvg a relationship with a man who is much younger than her? I think that its not impossible, it takes courage and determination but will there be a problem? What kind of price you have to pay? hmm..I dont know. I wish I know the answer. To have this kind or relationship..both have to be ready and willing to take the risk. Its always 50-50%, either go all the way and be happy with it, or stop half way and be miserable all your live.
Friends and family play the biggest role in this matter, they are the ones who will give their blessings and opinions. But is it fair to the both of them that they have to stop the relationship becos of age difference? What if their relationship already so far, like a few months or some years and both have shown their affection towards each other and in the end they have to go their separate ways.
Will this take a toll on both of them..the ones in love? Some who went thru said it hurts like hell,, maybe you 'd wish that you'd never wake up. Maybe you gonna end up in bed for few weeks if not months.. Why would you go thru all this hardship when you know that he or she is the ONE for you? Well only they can give that perfect reason why..perhaps to be fair, to the guys? Older women tend to have complication during pregnancy which could be true too..In this case, I think guys, you should have faith in yourself, and be firm about it. To love that perfect woman and to have kids with her is miracle. My friend, she was 39 when she gave birth to her 3rd child..when she remarried. What a cutie, now hes 2 years old.. as for me no one asked me if I'm willing to have another kids...well frankly, I love kids and I dont mind to have 1 or 2 more. The problem is to have that right man beside you when you in labour, to give you support and love that you need during that crucial time. Nothing i simpossible, its all about love, and the right persons to be with. We only live once so please make the right decision ppl.
As an older woman, we dont ask much, but we willing to give more and in return, we want love and affection and security from the man we call husband no matter how old or young he is.
End of the day, both will be happy and enjoy the gifts of lives. .. the fruits of their love. That is the bottom ingredient, Love portion. So lets us spread some luvvvvvvvvvvvvv hehe
Harlow..good evening to one and all readers.. Once again we meet in here, I just got back from meeting friends at the Seletar Reservoir. You must be thinking what the hell shes doing there at night..No no not like some ppl, they all have big projects over there.. Me and my friends, we just wanna chill over coke and pizza..overlooking the peaceful water below. The three of us, Yana, Emy and me chatted a little, ate a little, drink a little and gossip big..hehe nah just kidding..we are the sweetest gals on earth, no gossip please..Each talked about their relationship ..be it sweet, sour or bitter. For me, well I had a tiny problem, managed to deal with it. Hey there are more fish in the reservoir man. As for Yana, shes ever said that being single with no one to hold during ups and downs..is unbearable..yeah its true I guess. To be hurt by someone we love and trust, is hell. To him, to date ex-gf is normal, really? hmm..let me think..NO I dont think so..unless you still have the hots for her dear. After all sweet words and gestures, and sacrifices, now he wants to date other gals..insensitive egoistic male species. Well its his right anyway, I guess we gals have to do the same too.. Date till we cant date no more..and be free from those insensitive egoists.
We took some pics there..will be uploaded soon..so check this space ok. Its really cool place to chill too beside Seletar Dam.
9 Oct 2006 - Sherrie berriepissed says so long..
posted by your fashion icon ; at 1:28 AM
"mak i slalu ckp,hati2 dgn airmata pompuan,cuz its their weapon of mass distruction.i jenis lelaki yg KALAH dgn airmata pompuan.TAPI...bila i chat dgn u,kenal u,ur life,ur past..every minute every words u say,hati i rasa tenang.hati i rasa sedih dgn apa yg u face in this world.i tertarik dgn ur courage and ur sincerity ...." blah blah blah Itu dia kata kata yg telah terhambat di hati ku, tetapi orang yg memberi perangsang dan nasihat, orang itu juga lah yang telah pemusnah api kemesraan..dan impian suci. Kata kata ku, suara ku, mata ku ahh semua nye di puji melambong, tapi bila sudah mendapat kepercayaan dari ku, maka itu lah dia mengundur diri dengan seribu alasan...itu di namakan Lelaki.. Jaga-jaga musang berbulu ayam, mula nye aku tak tahu ape erti nye sehingga lah hari ini..baru ku sedar..ape itu dan sape itu.. Lelaki..
"u are kind,loving and very very sensitif..the 1st few hours listening u talked and laff..i can tell tht.it only take me to appear under ur blok,wth a boquet of roses,and thats it,we will be an item.but im not like other men, i takde the bit intention to take advantage of ur situation."
What you call this? a charade? I m willing to give up everything just to be with you.. betol seperti yang di katakan lidah tak bertulang..tisk tisk smalam dia kata cinta, harapan dan impian Esok pula mudah berubah, dia kata keliru, benci, kehancuran..sedih sungguh menyedih kan.. a bright future just being flushed down the drain.. Konon nye dia lain, unlike other men dalam segi ape itu yang tak sama? Pada ku sama sahaja... penganiaya dan pemusnah ...Lelaki
Alhamudulillah, aku masih lagi waras, walaupun sudah beberapa kali terjadi kesialan dan kecelakaan begini..masih lagi aku teringat dengan satu pesanan seseorang lelaki tu "Allah tak akan menguji kita lebih dari yg kita termampu.". :) yup...ironically Lelaki itu juga lah yg telah memusnah kan impian ku ........... Lelaki..
Walaubagaimanapun..aku tetap mendoakan..semoga tercapai impian yang dikau nantikan..yang selama ini tidak terjadi pada dirimu.. Semoga Allah merestui dikau, and semoga, penyakit "confuse" kamu itu akan bertukar menjadi satu confidence instead.
Allah itu Maha Pengasih, Pengampun and Maha Mengetahui..aku serahkan segalanye pada Nya. Aku redha..dengan segala yang telah di lempar kan pada ku, mungkin ini adalah balasan Nya pada ku kerana kesalahan ku di sedari atau pun tidak disedari. Dengan ini, semoga, Dia akan membuka jalan jalan yg lebih luas untuk ku, membimbing dan memberi ku ganjaran yang lebih bermakna..Amin.
I found this in my folder..I still keep my fav chatter's msn past conversation history. The initial stage of introduction?? Anyway its coming to almost..how far? 2 or 3 months? And still on going..Alhamdulillah. His idol, the late (Arwah) Steve Irwin.. RIP Mr Irwin. He loves Steve like a brother haha, maybe they both had the same interest? Steves dealed with crocodiles? But unfortunately died while fliming with the big "bully" stingray. While "H" deals with roaches and insects..(lipas terbang his specialty) Nevertheless, he is fun to be with,charming,very open, and sweet, nice captivating smile (sape cakap you tak hensem..well tak lah cam drummer Dewa but still acceptable hehe.) Loves music ...He's The Man of All string instruments.
Setiap ada kamu mengapa jantung ku bergetar, lebih kencang seperti kenderaan mau pulang, setiap ada kamu mengapa darah ini mengalir lebih kencang dari hujung kaki ke hujung kepala..??
mana bisak dong? Kok jalan terbalik ya? kepala dibawah kaki di atas? eehh..teringat citer Nang Nak..seramm..citer antu!! sape yg belom tengok gi tengok cepat selagi stock masih ada... >Anyway.. I love the song, by Dewa..masa kan tidak, drummer hensem dok cuma tak leh download boohoohooo..but at least bole dengar dari "H"'s site eh..cute cute cute..
Now Im singing over and over again..what does this mean? Maybe only "H" have the answer..
Well to all readers, and YOU, I have to go now..need to do something and will see you again later.. Missy Sherrie-BerrieCutey takes a bow..for a moment.
Maybe it's intuition But some things you just don't question Like in your eyes I see my future in an instant and there it goes I think I've found my best friend I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life There's just no rhyme or reason only this sense of completion and in your eyes I see the missing pieces I'm searching for I think I found my way home I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life
A thousand angels dance around you I am complete now that I found you
posted by your fashion icon ; at 8:38 AM
Hello to all my readers, especially the faithful ones..you know who you are. Today, I went shopping with my niece, Yana. We planned this since last week. Shes thinking of the whole wardrobe, as for me, I thought that I just need a couple of blouses but in the end I bought 3 blouses, a cd compilation of love songs..cause Im in love..yeah.. :) and a necklace. Yeah I really need new clothes.. the old ones aren't wearable anymore. Its fun to shop with a shop-a-holic, Yana. Shes a big spender man! Im not complaining anything, to me, we only young once and if we can afford such things then for goodness sake, buy them and be proud. You never know if you will ever afford such luxurious things in future. Shopping is like an exercise, we burn fats, with that walk along the corridor, we realised that breakingfast is just around the corner. We stopped outside Takashima, hey do you guys know that today is the Women's day, no wonder we were given free bottles of mineral water. We had our finger foods atone of the benches before heading into Takashimaya for more shopping. Its real hard work, this shopping thingy, its like trying to find that perfect cut of pants or comfortable cutting of the blouse, without compromising on the material and workmanship. I tried 8 blouses at one time and in the end, I only bought 3. As you know, too many beautiful blouses, but too little time and money :(( Before heading home, Yana's old school mate came joining us, at the table just infront of BK at Fareast Plaza. I had my 2nd and proper dinner, Fish burger from BK while Yana had none, not into food was she?? No wonder so skinny!! only talking to her friend. We went home after that by cab, Yana dropped me first at my place then headed home. My eyes cannot stay fully awake, eventhough with the help of coffee. Im very exhausted with all that activities. Hmm now Im wondering when can I wear those clothes. Very excited about it, it shows the different side of me. I used to wear loose baggy clothes, now its the opposite, I like t-shirt materials..they are very cooling. See the pic on the right on top, it was taken in the changing room, the one in brown-blue, I didnt buy it though! hehe, at least I know how I'll look in that blouse..(shud buy that next time!! any sponsors??)
Miss Sherrie takes a bow and will meet again tomorrow Ciao
posted by your fashion icon ; at 1:06 AM
Hoorayyyy..what a bliss, super supper after shopping!! About time too. Moi tummy was growling, had not taken any dinner yet except, a piece of cinnamon bread which I bought at workplace. Reached home about 11pm, showered, hmm..whats tat on the table, oohhh ..yum yum...mommy made pasta for breakfast..(macaroni goreng youuu!!!) sedapppp. I know Im not supposed to touch as we gonna have supper right? I cant resist lah..nak makan..tak peduli. Mula mula satu pinggan, aik sedapnye..tak per lah tambah sikit lagi hehe..and the ayam rendang hmm...rupa macam rendang aje..anyway so very delicious. Then both of us (my niece and I) went for that supper and straight to the dam..enjoying the view with 2 new found friends. View? what view, I couldn't see any thing, just hazy, according to the weather ppl, the haze was the worst yesterday. So smokers, BBQers, stop your activities please, at least for now!! The place as usual was crowded with youngsters and family members chilling out, chit chatting, fishing and etc... snogging too if you know what I mean.. ;) Whatever it is..its still my favourite spot to chill..hope to go there again..if possible every weekends..
Oh my gosh, look at the time, i hv to get ready, niece going berserk..we going shopping again.. hopefully i will find the right blouse..and right earrings and right..man..lol..
Sat, 7 Oct 2006 Miss Moi Sherrie-BerrieCute sign out..
posted by your fashion icon ; at 1:25 PM
Its 5.07pm, waiting and counting the time down..yawn , eyes blurry and body aching, am I catching cold? Oh yes yes..another MC, help!! I have turned into an MC queen. Well don’t blame me, its too hectic working in my dept. One after another left their positions here due to incompetence or some other reasons. The actual fact is my dept consists of 3 sections, which monopolised mostly by woman. Only about 1 or 2 months ago a guy who just joined our dept left, after working here for about 2 weeks or so. But he had a reason; he injured his back due to tennis, poor thing. Anyways, we have 2 new staff that just joined us, a friendly Chinese lady and an aloof Indian lady who never smiles. 
I found this in my folder..I still keep my fav chatter's msn past conversation history. The initial stage of introduction??
I Knew I love You Before I Met You