Hello everyone, long time no see me in here right??
sigh...well I don't know what happened to me lately, too busy? I think not...too lazy perhaps. Too lazy to blog, even though this was my favorite past time. I don't know what to pen in here anymore, I was like a zombie, living day by day. No fun in me anymore. Am I mad? I hope not. I don't want to stay in that place you know, "the resort" in Hougang No, sireeee. Thank you, I still want to work in MOE and make some contribution to my daily work there. Hey, I'm indispensable you know... I'm incharge of 2 biggest institution in Singapore, the NTU and NUS. I bust my ass to work late nights when it comes to signing agreement in August, yearly. Well enough said about me and my frigging job ok.
Oh wait wait, I have news, good news actually, well not to everyone, but at least me. My department has planned to have an afternoon trip to lunch at NTU then heading to MediaCorp after that next week Tuesday. Wow how cool can that be? I'm gonna meet some celebrities there hopefully, like... like...hmm..this is the problem, I don't know much about celebrities. But they will not be there at MediaCorp will they? See I don't listen to or watch Malay programme that much. Frankly, my favorite station in the morning during my "make-up" time is the morning duo, Glenn Ong and FD in Morning Express. Yup, I only listen to these two clowns chattering every morning before I leave house for work. They never failed to put smile on my face...and sometimes Glenn's remarks could make me laugh..be in in the train full of passengers or on the street...but I don't care what people might think ..they might be thinking that I'm a loony for all I care!! Its just not the same anymore now when he used to be with Rod, they really click. Rod was whacky and Glenn whackier hehe. I love you guys... without you, I was probably a serious spinster-turned-4-eyed-school principal. Yeah, I would love to meet these people, and to say thanks for bringing the joy into my life..wow so serious man ahak..
Next subject, hey, I really have lots to talk about aye...this is what happens when someone was emotionally deprived. So tonight, I'm gonna talk and talk and talk..don't stop me, I will stop when I want to stop alright!! capish?
For the past few weeks..or even months, I was not into doing anything, not even chatting with my chatters in msn. Truthfully, I missed them loads.. but oh well, I just couldn't do it anymore. Maybe its the sign of aging..my eyes just no longer that young-eager-to-stay-awake anymore. And another reason, the main reason of me not in there anymore is, I don't want to be too close to anyone in there, their friendliness and easy going attitude already made me love them. Every night I looked forward to chat with them, but now, after what happened to me lately, I just cannot do it anymore..talking about faithfulness. Oh man..!! yup life sucks you know..especially when we are having fun.
I know I longed to be attached to someone whom I can really give my heart to. And I know that he love me very much and so do I. But I just missed that feeling, that freedom of doing unthinkable things...like clubbing with my crazy gals on Fridays. Supper on weekends..and just hanging around in shopping center during broke time hehe. And 'dating' guys when I feel love was in the air. Yup, those were the days...Ain can be free as a bird. Not anymore...not anymore:(
But life has to go on, and I thank God for giving me the chance to love again. And this time, I hope my live will not screw up. I'm actually looking forward to the big day...yeah..in about a month time before I say 'I do'!! Yo yo yo...its counting down time baby...and guys for those who don't know yet, I'm taking a break for 3 months. Am going to do my part as the loving wife, and mother. yeah like real..hehe. ooh k serious now. I will be busy doing some chores before moving away to a foreign land boohooo... what chores? well like, a rental flat for my mom and kids, at least for six months. Maid for my mom so she has someone to help out at home. To check out schools there for all my bratz...sorry kids..I love you ... although sometimes you all really drive me bonkers. And a new house in Canada to fit in the whole battalion before I can move them there. And this 3 months is indefinite. I might quit or extend the period, it all depends on the actual situation. Oh boy, I hope everything gonna be fine, no hiccups, I hate hiccups.
My man just called, that was his daily call, to tell me that he misses me, on his way to work. Or about his coming itinerary. Yeah, hes going to England for business trip for a week or so. He just came back from Africa for his IT project..Oh gosh, this man never knows how to relax. But its fine with me, keep him busy with work. As long as hes not misuse my trust and start philandering around I will be happy.
Well well look at my what I wrote...unbelievable. I'm feeling chatty tonight, is that mean I'm getting back to my old self? always lovin' chatty and witty? haha yeah right!..chatty yes, witty hrmmm...

yawn yawnnnnnnnn....stretch stretch...look at the time..its going to be 11pm soon..and 11pm means, my fav show is coming up next. Currently, my fav show on tv is the Miami Ink..oh boy some of you might be wondering why I love this show..its all about guys with tattoos patches all over their bods. What a bod tat was... especially Ami James..yummy scrummicious. Hes bawld but sexy kind of bawldy...ya know, just nice for my kind. But the only thing pisses me off is that, I requested to be added as their friend in MySpace, and till now I have been ignored..damn. Oh well, I don't care, as long as I can see them in action every night at 11, that will definitely make sleep in peace. You rock Miami Ink...

Ok you beautiful guys out there...till next time...see ya ...ciao bella.