I'm really sorry for not posting any new blogs...well i was a bit under the weather. I was not in the mood at all. I was feeling sad, uneasy, like why , what happened now? My life was going fine then suddenly it took turn. I know its not a bad turn but it still made me think about my future. The guy who didn't call me for such a long time, now he returned with his undying love!! hahaha after so much hurts and loneliness and after I have found my solace, friends who always be ready for me, when I'm lonely. Yeah guys its you out there, I really appreciate your friendship and whatever ships your offering me ;)
Now he came back with more to offer...my future!! the only thing that I'm waiting for.

Yeah just like R told me, "dear you have to think about your future, you have kids and you are not getting younger!" thanks R, I really appreciate your kind concern. I'm taking your advice..
even though you know whats in my heart... but I'm happy, and relieved because at last I told you about my hidden feelings..and its not only me, you feel the same way about me too. But due to some circumstances, we just couldn't be together..and realized it.

You are the reason for everything, especially for me to love again. But now, I have to step aside, and let you move on. I have to move on ...and move on I will... that was why I asked you , "will you miss me when I'm no longer around here" I'm glad and at the same time, crushed when you said, You will...
I cried, and cried for you, for us, for the love that will never be there..for the things that we will never achieved, for the words that will never be said...
Phewwww...well anyway..its over..but one thing for sure, you always have a special place in my heart!!