& Sunday, December 17, 2006
Movie alone
Just came back from the movie all by myself this evening, went to watch The Holiday. Jude Law was sooo good looking. He was so good in that movie, he made the kissing scene looked real. Cameron Diaz was a fool if she didnt feel anything during that scene cos, i sure did..haha.. It stirred something in me. It brought back memories.
At one point, i cried cos, Jude Law was a widower, with 2 cute daughters. He fell inlove with Cameron Diaz, but he didnt tell her abt his status initially. He mentioned that he has no time to date or to meet other ladies. He is the father and mother to his kids, he even cant remember how to date. It drawn to me, that what he said was how I feel right now. Not that I intend to be solo all my life, but its hard to find a good person nowadays. The right man who will love and cherish me, who will love my kids like his own. The thought of this made me cry in the cinema. I hope no one saw me.
Someone, told me that he loves me, but I cant accept him, not now. I need time to think and settle myself..settle what? I dont even know what I want.
But when he left, i was a bit sad, he was such a nice person, patient and kind. But Im so sorry, I didnt mean to let you down. I hope things will get better for you and for me. You are the kind of person, women will love to call husband. I hope you will find someone who truely loves you back.
Hey my kids are back eventually, about 2 days ago. But things didnt work out for us..well maybe its me. I was abit threatened actually by what my kids told my mom. They said my ex's wife was nice and kind and gentle. As a mother, what will you think of that. Deep inside i cant deny that I was a bit jealous. He settled down fast and furious..haha. Me well, as i said, i need to settle something before i can settle down. Anyways, now, after 2 days of unspoken words between me and my gals, we are now back to normal. O'oh,..meaning they will demand me to fulfil my promise. I promised to bring them shopping. Gals!! oh i think im going to be sick..haha
Well ,...everything is good now. Except, someone claimed that he was sick a few days ago. I hope hes fine now, thanks to his ex. She brought him in time to the hospital. Hmm..come to think of it, since they are in good relationship, well why not patch things up. Still in good term, who knows both can learn from their previous mistakes and move on. Whatever it is, people cherish your significant others. Dont take them for granted. Love and be loved tats what the game is all about.
Ok..see u again, sherrie signing out..
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