& Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Bad Shocking News..
Oh may God, how can this happened? I knew it, I knew it, but he always denied it. How could you IB? Now the real things already spilled out. You have no choice but to tell me the truth. Its frightening f***ing truth which I have to swallow. I just couldnt describe it, it has hurt my feeling very very deep and too shocking to even blink my eyes. I just stared at the wall when you were telling me about the situation. Remember I ever asked you before, was she your wife or your sister, and you told me that shes your sister. You told me you never married before..and indeed if you married, then nightly where was your wife..no sound of any woman groaning and moaning in bed with you? hmm...I just couldnt believe it, you lied to me. You are one big f******g liar. But why am I still hanging around you? I dont have the answer yet. Im too shocked to think about next move. Should I still waiting for you or should I just walk away...
So you did not divorce her yet, and you will never do so in future, its some kind of agreement both of you have made. You have 2 kids, and a WIFE!! but you guaranteed that she will not come in between us. yeah right!! We can never predict the future dear...
All these years, you are procastinating the matrimonial date because you are still attached. How can we be wed if you are still being married to her? I cant wreck your marriage, unless you have made your decision that you will release her. But no, you are too selfish IB, how can you have 2 women at one time, and dont mention the one in Japan. Oh God, what have I landed myself into? The whole night I couldnt sleep, I tossed and turned, till its time for me to get ready to go to work. Its all because of you shithead. Now I want to make my decision, and I think its gonna hurt me more than you....Im thinking of the relationship which we built for 4 years, and now its crumbling down..because of your stupid lie. Once a liar always a liar...Please go back to your root, go back to her..I want to focus on my life and the people who truely and sincerely love me.
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