Its 30 min past midnight, its the morn of Raya, yay...cant wait to wear my kebaya..and jalan jalan.Let me see,
first Im going to my aunt's place in Yishun, then straight to my in law's also in Yishun.
Usually on the first day, I dont hv many houses to visit, Im not that keen on visitations..so I usually wait for visitors
to come over instead.
The same ppl whom i visited in the morning will eventually arrived at my doorstep in the evening the same day. They are my cousins (my dad's side)
I love Raya, i love everyting abt raya, from the food, the colourful baju, curtains..(ppl tends to change curtains yearly) the cookies, however i found out that lesser ppl are baking their own cookies nowadays, due to their busy schedule, they prefer to buy rather than making the cookies themselves..same goes to me hehe. I bought my cookies at JB.
Tonight, my heart is troubled, aching, with somekind of guilt and shame. To err is human, and we cannot run away from making mistakes.
Untuk memohon kemaafan..memang susah dan janggal..so setahun sekali sahaja bila menjelang hari raya, baru lah kita berpusu pusu meminta
maaf..dari emak, bapak kakak abang dan yg sewaktu dgan nye. Then malu dengan diri sendiri, pasal kita tau kesalahan kita, masa ni lah kalau bole kita
tak nak org nampak kita bermaafan..seperti me, setiap pagi raya, rasa mcm nak hilang aje..dissappear in thin air..kalau bole lah..
So esok pagi, seperti tahun tahun yg lalu tak bole lari dari maaf bermaafan..sob sob..ibu, Ain banyak buat dosa, maafkan lah Ain bu...Ibu saje lah tempat Ain bergantung,,..Ain minta ampun dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki..sekiranye selama ini Ain ada terkasar bahasa, meninggi kan suara, atau memasam muka hingga ibu rasa tersinggung..Ain minta maaf..banyak banyak..bu..Ain Sayang ibu..
Dengan ini juga, khas for all my friends yg i kenal selama ini, Ain menyusun sepuluh jari, memohon ampun dan maaf sekiranye ada terkasar bahasa,
dengan sengaja atau pun tidak, termakan terminum ke, harap halalkan lah ..
Khas buat Rudy, Nazrie, Zim, Zack, Elfie Maaf Zahir batin, semoga tali persahabatan kita akan berkekalan..
Zim i hope you dpt balik wallet you yang hilang tu..and thanks for everything k..
Rudy, you know, i will always be here when you need me..you can count on me
Naz, hope to see you soon...
Zack, Forever friends ok...nice knowing you..
Elfie, thanks for being my friend..and love that song..
dan yang lain lain tu..my kakis, Merry, Jelly, Freda, Zana, Zah, Nolin, Bai, Roy, Sal ..Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin, jemput lah ke rumah..alamat I dah sms kan..so see you all soon ok.
Haiz..hari pun dah larut, besok pagi pagi sudah nak buat tugasan lain..(nak kene masak nasi ) so i better log out now..
Wasalam..
--Sharifatul Ain--
