Oh my gosh, its year 2018 and I've just became a grandma exactly a month today 28 Sept 2018. My beautiful daughter Shilka gave birth to a prince and she named him Zael Shah. That name was picked by me, his Oma hehe.. In fact I named my 4 kids all by myself and I'm proud of it. My last blog contribution was way back in 2012 did you all realise that..and now after all those missing years I just couldn't recall what went by..full of mysteries haha. Yeah 2012 was a good year, I got my own place I could call my home a roof over our heads. We had too many bitter sweet memories before this. Because of what happened, I had to stop my blogging. I just couldn't think of anything yet to tell...all those unbearable memories...most are sad, sappy memories. Oh enough of that already, now I have recollected myself and sprung back to life. I'm looking forward more beautiful memories now that I have the little one. I need to pen down one last sad entry, but later...maybe when I have more ideas what to say before I can share in here. Its a life lesson..and it could be frightening one too. Just be more careful before you make any decision..which involve you and your love ones. Please bear with me, its years that I have not written my inner feelings ..and words just disappear along with time. I'm picking up slowly.. though it feels like I'm getting a bit sluggish. I'm penning this when I'm suppose to work haha shit...the itch to type is growing inside me. Alright ok ok I stop now before someone saw me doing nothing related to work. Bye for now...whoever you are..I will be back... Sherriefeelsnah...
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7 Apr 2012 aku bersama Freda sempat meluangkan masa untuk beristirehat sambil bergembira di Johor Bahru. Hotel yang menjadi pilihan kami kali ini ialah Puteri Pan Pacific.
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Malam ni, tetiba aje aku teringat tentang si dia..yup..seseorang yang pernah ku kenal dulu. Biar ku panggil dia R, aku dan dia amat mencintai..tapi jodoh tak kesampaian. Dia berakhir dengan seseorang...dan aku, aku tetap begini keseorangan.
Kenape aku teringat tentang dia, ya, pasal aku sedang mendengar lagu lagu alternative dari youtube..so lagu dari Snow Patrol telah membawa ku balik pada waktu aku mula mula mengenali nye.. R, pada malam itu, aku sungguh gembira, dan buat pertama kalinye hati ku berasa macam berbunga. Aku melihat kamu bermain gitar di atas pentas di Wala Wala..
Aku terpegun dan terpesona melihat kau di sana...senyuman u tak lekang di bibir..bibit bibit cinta mulai berputik..
Lagu ini lah yg aku selalu bermain di hati ku...dan lagu ini lah yang membawa kita ke alam percintaan..walaupun hanya sekejap saja..aku berterima kasih kerana telah dapat mengenali mu walaupun hanya sedetik..aku berharap kau sentiasa di dalam jagaan nye..
Are you are you are you??? I would sure like to know...are you the one that I'm looking for...searching high and low...and now you told me that you love me...its surreal...I'm reeling with happiness.
Like you mentioned today, we both looking for the one..and now..we found each other and stop looking any further as you all that I'm waiting for. Now I can share my inner feelings and deep secrets and still find peace in you.
"You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her"..and You complete me baby...
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Today, was my 8th day of holiday....just resting at home doing nothing...only housework, cooking and laze around the house. I went out this morning to change the timing for the bus departure from 11.30am to 9.30am. I'm taking my 2 daughters to KL for 4D3N stay. My sis-in-law is tagging along too. We are leaving this Saturday, 26th March..but before that we are going to Batam Island, yay..I am so excited!! We are staying at Turi Beach in Batam, while in KL, I managed to book Dorsett Regency. I hope it will turn out great..I was about to book Hotel Istana when my sis-in-law informed me that the hotel is haunted....eeeeeee....that's why I changed to Dorsett. I don't want to encounter a misadventure there..I want fabulous fun there with my gals. So please ghosts...move aside..the queen is coming..hehehe like real.
Well well I'm going to pack my thingy tomorrow..only one day more and off we go...wuhuuuuu
Today, only 3 of us at NUS for the signing assignment, Mrs Leong, Jennifer and me. I picked both of them at HQ to NUS. As promised, we reached NUS very early so that we can prepare our station and have breakfast before we start work.
Such a long day, luckily there's internet for me to surf and chat with my friends and also to check on the latest update on the my Facebook.
I really have nothing to talk about today..only that Im feeling happy and light headed..only I know why. I hope its gonna stay this way forever..I really like the way it turned out. If this is good for me, let it stays in my heart..insyaallah..
Semalam, hari Rabu, 29 Sept.Di tempat kerja ku ada charity bazaar, ni kira tiap tahun nye event lah..so this year kawan ku, Ms Zaharahtunnisaq akan perform bersama rakan rakan nye. Dia sempat beli kan aku dan Nolin tiket. Jadi tahun ni dapat lah aku menyaksikan konsert MOE.Tetiba, tengahari kepala aku buat hal, naik sakit sangat, berdenyut, berdengung, dan bermacam macam ber lagi..aku rasa migraine kot. Aku tarik rambut ku hingga berdetap bunyi di ubun kepala ku, adush masih sakit lagi. Tapi kerana kawan, dan Zah ni aku anggap dia macam adik angkat ku sendiri, dia tak ada kakak, dan aku pula tak ada adik perempuan. So nak support adik lah kira ni..walaupun pening, walaupun bingung, muka ku dah monyok, mcm tak lalu aje..orang tengok kan..tapi tetap aku pergi. Sampai kat auditorium tu, aku ingat nak tutup lah mata ku, so bole kasi relax sikit selepas aku telan 2 biji panadol. Tapi duduk sebelah Nolin, mana bole senyap, dia ketawa berdekah dekah bila tengok si Claire joget hip hop....aku pun ketawa berdekah jugak.walaupun pala dah sakit ni..Nak explain pun tak reti, apasal aku ketawa, tapi menggeli kan hati lah..cuba imagine, whale joget ronggeng..amacam? ok tak? hehehe tak baik kan...tapi tu lah facts nye..Then bila Zah perform, ah tu baru kata the best performace ever...yes EVER...walaupun joget india, tapi mantap babe.Penari dia ada yang muai, yelah ada yg dah bergelar ibu, isteri, tapi ada jugak yang single..tapi gelek bole kalah Inul pak...yah ni cakap benar pak...Anyway, pala aku tetap sakit, selepas konsert pun kepala ku masih lagi berdenyut, lagi bertambah aku rasa, ada kawan kawan ku tolong picit kan pala lah picit badan lah..tapi tak mujarab, dalam hati ku berkata, mungking ni mabok bukan sebarang mabok tak, mabok pasal aku tak dapat minum kopi kot..agaknye lah eh.,.kita sempat bergambar after the konsert tau..aku sempat bergambar dgn kawan kerje ku yang lain...dari Finance department. Mereka menari ala ala line dancing gitu..hehhe..cute sangat...jambu jambu semua...sekali sekala tengok pakai jeans dengan blouse.wah terangkat lah babe...yelah hari hari lihat mereka pakai baju kurung or jubah...ni jeans tau...sexy weweeet. You go , Reena, Siti and Halinah..yeah..you all rock gals...tahun depan bole masok lagi, tapi jangan lupa bawak kuda nye sekali ok..Tapi bila balik, waduh ape punya suey, dlm train, bila aku sedang enak lelap mata, ada satu budak cina lelaki ni, dah bujang lah...dia kelam kabut nak duduk sebelah aku, yg seat nye kosong..bukan ada orang yang nak rebut, sabar lah kalau ye pun..ni dia dgn gelojoh siak, hampir terduduk atas pangku aku, terus aku terbangun dari mimpi pendek ku..nasib baik dah sampai destinasi ku masa tu..Ingat setakat situ aje, but later kat dlm feeder bus pulak lagi satu hal, budak pompan cina ni pulak berdiri sebelah ku, dia tak pegang railing bus, sekali bus tu pusing, dia melorot kat tempat aku, kene badan ku, terselit aku..mak oi...dia ckp sorry lah..but aku buat dak aje...ish ish hari yg kurang enak bagi ku..tapi no sweat..i paid it back by cutting my hair today..oh ye, today pulak kat office aku ternampak orang lelaki tengah kencing di dlm tandas..dia terlupa nak kunci pintu lah babe..adush , malu nye aku, terus aku kebelakang pusing, tapi sebelum tu, sempat aku ckp sorry kat dia..ape lagi kawan tu, terkejut pusing maybe sempat ternampak aku...hehe..malu malu malu...hahaha ok lah..hingga di lain masa lagi...ciao...
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